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I’m sorry baby, you were the sun and moon to me. I’ll never get over you. And you’ll never get over me.
Above & Beyond’s performance here in Hawaii, has made a dream come true for me. We were going through our breakup, we went to A&B, and you kept me near you all night. Just so this song would drop, and you would sing to me. You have no idea, how much that meant to me. Every single time I hear it, I start balling. You have made a lot of my dreams come true. You aren’t like the rest. You stand out from everyone else. I will never forget that very moment you held me in front of you, and sang to me. I replay it in my head everytime Sun & Moon plays..
I wish you were here. Then everything would be okay. Or at least, almost okay. You’d be here to listen to me cry, listen to me talk about everything that’s going on with me right now. I wish you were here to hold me close to you, kiss me on my forehead and tell me everything’s going to be okay. I never thought letting go of someone would have such a hard process. Then again, you meant a lot to me. I just had a shit way of showing it. I miss you.. I miss us, when we were good.
I miss you, more than you can imagine. I lay in bed, and before I sleep, I think of you. How you’re doing. How happy you must be. You still seem to cross my mind. But now, it’s unintentional. Oh, how I wish I could just be over you. I’m here, still stuck on you. My weak soul, longs for you. You fixed me, temporarily. I miss it. Very much.. Your sweet kisses, and your soft touch, I miss more than ever. Sweet dreams, love. From, the other side of me-
I’ve honestly, never been this happy.. Ever. I don’t give a fuck if it’s only been a short period of time. I’m happier than I could ever be. Idgaf what anyone elses’ opinion is. And shockingly, everything I’ve ever avoided doing, I’m doing. I usually put up a billion walls, I don’t wear my heart on my sleeve, I act as if I give zero fucks and I hold back on everything. But now, my walls aren’t as high, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I show all the fucks in the world and now, I say everything when needed. And honestly, if I get fucked over, doesn’t work out or bites me back in my ass, at least I get to say I tried everything I said I would never do. I don’t think you know how much you already mean to me.. In this short period of time. You.. you bring me happiness. Happiness that I’d never thought I’d feel. Please stay. I won’t say forever because that’s ridiculous when people try to plan their future. But stay, as long as possible. I don’t ever want to give you reasons to leave. What we have, is so fucking perfect. You’re perfect. Everything I’ve ever wanted, you have it. EVERYTHING. I can honestly say, I have something so good infront of me. I’m proud to show you off. Everyone else.. Fuck their feelings. Lol.